I am living on the edge my life with a fear of terror and prossecution?

Can you tell me what is life for? is it for your freedom or for yourself? If your country is invaded by monsters without any compion. Treated us as a dog in our own country without any freedom but with fear. Either you live or die? Will you live a life without identity and freedom Or Live a life with a fear of terror and prossecution. Now looking forward to find a humanitarian visa abroad, (not in china).